I’m brain dead after working in the warehouse for so many (almost) consecutive days. I wish there would be more than I could say other that I’m a 19 year old who has absolutely no idea about what he wants in any area of the life.
I know life is full of choices and I have just chosen to take a holiday at the work place and think things all over again. I want to focus on school and the upcoming internship but on the other hand..
Ah shit.
First of all, I didn’t write “sommerfest” in the wrong way, just so you know.
Second of all, this festival occurs once per year in the kollegiet. People just hang around and drink, play football, volleyball, eat, drink again and listen to music. There was a band playing on the stage last night which sang the most awful covers I have heard in my life. Although their choice of songs was good, it might have been the sound that made them sound like shit. Among the songs which I remember they played, I can count Livin on a Prayer and It’s my life from Bon Jovi, Survivor – Eye of the Tiger and an attempt of AC/DC – Highway to Hell.
Sorry, Parklife, but you just sounded like crap last night. I might try to see you guys live again during the Aarhus Festuge and I honestly hope that you will sound somehow better.
As for the audience, they were all acting like the audience from Guitar Hero! I swear, I had the feeling like I was simply watching a Guitar Hero video instead of attending a concert in my dormitory!
Denmark is the country where you are always waiting for something to happen. I don’t know about others but I always feel this constant pressure in my head like my mind is taunting me that something is just about to happen. It’s just like in the horror movies where the suspense gets higher and higher, the drums beat faster and faster and then.. ZBANG!
Well, it’s just like that but without the ZBANG part.
Which reminds me of a talk I have had last week with a burger seller downtown Aarhus.
Me: Hello, I’d like two bacon burgers but please don’t put any corn in them
Seller: Corn?! (it was obvious at this point that his English sucked hard)
Me: Well.. corn as in pop corn without having been popped.
And then he shows me some kind of a sauce. Okaaaaaaaaaaay.
Well, changing the topic, I got home around 5 this morning since it was the birthday of a dear friend of mine. Come to think about it, it’s the first time I hang around downtown Aarhus so late. I did tell you guys that I am in a process of change but you kept on insisting: “Batman, Batman”.
It might be the first time I actually associate WWW with anything but the World Wide Web and honestly, I can’t find any other thing I could associate it too. I have always said that I would love to work in the Metal industry but working in a Steel Coating work place wasn’t quite what I meant by “metal”, you know.
The work isn’t hard but tomorrow might be my last day there since the school is just around the weekend. Ha, that sounds funny. Riiiiiiiiight.
Have I ever told you about that time when I was..
Nah, sorry, my mind is blank and there is absolutely nothing else I can tell you guys/gals other that I have to wake up at 5 o’clock tomorrow morning in order to go to work and gain the last third of the money I need for the plane ticket. The plane ticket will be from Copenhagen to Bucharest sometime this autumn (most likely sometimes in October since I don’t want a Sweet November or a Sometimes in April). I’ve got some urgent matters which I left hanging around among which I can count the cavities which need urgent fix otherwise I will find my self in the unpleasant circumstance of paying a humangous amount of money to the Danish dentist.
On the other hand, I find myself in a huge dillema which is going to get even bigger once the school year starts, that’s for sure.
I was just watching the news in Romania through ProTv’s news site, stirileprotv.ro and I stumbled across the following video. It contains footage shot by some random guy at a crime scene in Bacau where one guy killed his girlfriend in broad daylight with 42 knife punctures. I don’t want to put emphasis on how sick you can be to think about something or on the cold blood of the random cameraman. I was shocked by both nevertheless but I also couldn’t help notice the voices of the old lady on the background which demonstrates once more that Romania has a lot more to go through before we can be proud with the level of civilization.
The first thing I got pissed off is the fact that she was practically screaming for a blanket to be put over the girl. She wasn’t even declared dead but she wouldn’t care less. She demanded for a blanket to be put over her. Once again, if she had been declared dead, I would have understood her opinion but let’s keep in mind that there is certain data to be collected by the police before anyone would interfere with the body.
The second thing that pissed me off in an extreme manner is her constant yelling for a candle to be lit in the vicinity of the girl. FFS! Does it really matter? Do we have to be this childish and trust the divinity with all our heart instead of asking if we can offer some help in any way? Why is it that when we are in moments of pain, someone else always tries to show off with their huge gr attitude instead of staying low and giving aid?
I don’t want to give the false impression that I would put the equal sign between religion and lack of civilization but people have to understand that there are some issues religion couldn’t, can’t and will never be able to fix. And we also have to understand what George Carlin has already stated in another manner: the church shouldn’t be the place where people go and compare clothing.
Here’s the video. Beware though, the images are extremely rough. Please don’t watch unless you really feel the urge to. You can listen to it without any problem anyway. Read more…
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I am not able to answer the question in the title since I am not a trustable person. If I were you, I wouldn’t trust me at all. See, although I am not a bad person and I wouldn’t even hurt a fly, you shouldn’t trust me for an extended period of time.
Problem delimitation
I have the following problem: I am willing to give my full support to anyone if I feel like they deserve it. Unfortunately for a large amount of individuals, at the slightest sign of failure of communication I am going to refrain from helping them.
There were times when I used to say “Trust noone but yourself”. Times have change though, I realised that I have a few friends (literally, “few”) and that we will be helping eachother no matter what happens or how far away we might be. Therefore, I have changed my motto to “Trust everyone but count only on a few persons in life” and I am willing to go all the way with it, no matter what.
“What the hell are you talking about?”
I honestly have no idea where the idea of this article started from and I have no idea where it’s going to. I just want to make you, the reader, acknowledge who your friends are and to value them as much as possible. Be careful though, don’t go in too deep unless you are 100% sure about their attitude towards you. There are few things more painful in life than being back stabbed by someone who you thought was a friend of yours.
How do I do it?
I simply don’t do it. Except my family, there might be at most 4 or 5 persons in the entire world (literally, again) whom I can trust with my life. Don’t get a bad impression about me and my attitude towards the people I know: I am willing to have new friends… it’s just that sometimes you win a friend but lose another one (I won one friend and lost around 10 in the past year but that’s a completely different story). It’s all a huge vicious circle, very hard to get out of.
Conclusion
Bottom line: Trust is something which should be offered after a period of time. Never start with the assumption that the person next to you is not worthy of your trust; just try to be more reluctant into giving it and everything will be OK if you consider the only 2 outcomes this attitude could have:
The end. If you didn’t understand anything, it’s all because of my tiredness.
August 26, 2009, 
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