I have given this a lot of thought and I feel that I assume too many responsibilities in life. I consider my self the one to blame in issues that don’t concern me at all just because… well, just because.

I think now would be a good time to let go of any responsibilities, at least for a small period of time. Let it all happen without caring about anything. But how can I do that since I have been like this my entire life? I have always felt like some people count on me and trust me more than I do and I don’t even know how I made others feel like that about me.

I’m changing starting now. It’s Friday evening, 9 PM and I am going to try to sleep cause I am tired. Screw this guys, I’ll be a bad person starting now. I won’t blame myself for any bad thing that might happen to you while I am not watching. You are all old enough to care about yourselves, I don’t have to be there to support you if you weren’t supporting me when I needed the most.

No, this doesn’t have anything to do with school. In our group everything is going alright, I am just pissed about the lack of the ass-pain concerning most of the people I know.